Friday, February 17, 2006
The past few days have been such a drag. Doing DNT and homework (bahs) until late at night. So tiring sia. I don't even have a nice day of rest at all. BUT luckily today is halfday at school so i asked my mum whether i can don't go school not. AND amazingly, she said YES! wHEEs. shiok ar. Slept in until 8plus then came online to check my mail and stuffs.
Then jaycie came my house to sortof "FETCH" me. lol. Then we went out to TM. SOOO boring. ahhaha. Not boring as in the company is boring la, but because our initial plans was to go to Marina Square or FarEast de. But then because of me, we couldn't go cause i had to reach home early. WHICH IS SO STUPID. Where on earth got ppl pon school then so secretive one. OKay. Rephrase. I mean, in the first place, if i wanted to pon school, it means that i want to go out right? If i wanted to go out means that i want to have fun right? But i didn't enjoy myself!!! ARGH!
Okay. Back to the going out part. We went to the polyclinic first, cause jaycie wanted to get her MC. We waited for so DAMNDAMN long before it was her turn. During the waiting, we talked, mainly gossiped la. HAHAH. So many gossips, so little time. lOLs. Then we went to LONGJOHN's and ate and ate. blahblah. And then, we went to....................... NEOPRINTS! WHHEES. i love neoprints. But the photo didn't turn out so nice la. hahah. But it's okay. Any photo with my face in it is sure, comfirm, superduper uber BOOtiful de. lols. I shall post the neoprints aft jaycie send to me. So aft the neoprints, we went home lor. DUHS.
I went home and i fell sick. OMIGAWD. so sway sia. But the good thing is, i dunnid to go to NIGHTSTUDY. lols. yay. haha.
Aft that, i played maple and blahblahs. they rest is boring so i don't wan to write anymore la. Later i bore all of you to death. HEES. x)
gtg. feel like sleeping. snoring already. LOL.
byes. muarkies.
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Today is the best Vday i ever had in my whole 16 yrs of life. I don't mean beacuse something amazing happen or wadever but then, this is the only year which i got presents from my frens. And it's not like the presents are really BIGG and nice or expensive, and i didn't receive a lot of present larhs. But there was a slight improvement from the last three yrs in secondary school. LOLs.
Because in the past 3 yrs, the presents were PATHETIC. And please don't say it's the tot that counts. PLEASE LAR. The presents doesn't hold any meaning for me lorh. They see me walk past them and all they had to do was to reach into their 'goodies' bag and take out a handful of sweets and dump it into my hands. Of course, i wouldn't say that they are stingy selfish people because well, they did give me SOME things. But they can't possibly pretend i'm not there when i said HIE right in their face right? It will be so embarassing.
I remember when i was in sec ONE *again*, i used to see my frens who is sec 2 and above carry around 2 and more BIGG plastic bags full of Vday present from OTHERS. And the most important factor, from GUYS. and not just any AHBENGS and HIPPIES, bud form MACHo,CUTE,HANDSOME,GORGEOUS HUNKKKS! gosh. I used to admire them so much and my frens told me that when i reach their age i will get the same too. So i waited for 3 stupid years and i still haven recieved my present from a GORGEOUS HUNKK. damn. so bad luck.
Anyway, i loved the presents my fren gave me larhs.
Shingchun bought: a pair of his so called 'deadd' black roses studs. which is NICE la. because anything that's on me is NICE. ya know???
Hidayah bought: a necklace which has four FAKE crystals inside. LOLs. and it's really nice too. Aiyah, i like all accesories LAHs. *hint*.
Andre bought: a bookmark with corsets/lingerie on it. hahah. AND I KNOW WHY HE BOUGHT THAT. Because i'm SEXAY that's why. HAHA. no larh. But i like it a lot too. Because it is in my fav colour: blackandRED.
Inez bought: a reallyreally cute but small bear. haha. But i like it too. Also she bought a bouquet of LOLLIES, which looked really cute. :)
Liling bought: a necklace with my initials on it. so TOUCHING bud the initials just wouldn't go the right way. HAIS.
I really loved all the presents larh. All of them are so cute and nice. I feel so 'warm'. LOLs. Thankiew guys, for all the presents. LOVEYA.
One thing about my class that i really really hate: The GUYS. Okay, not all larh but majority la. They are cold-blooded and don't give a damn about other people's feelings. They think they are so darn HANDSOME and goes around telling people how 'cute' they are. HAH. But what they don't realise is that they stinking stuckup attitudes really pisses people off. especially girls. WHICH is important, unless they are GAY or don't have raging hormones in them.
What do i mean by cold-blooded? Okay. Take me for an example kae? I don't know it it's me or them, but somehow they don't seem to be willing to communicate much with ugly girls. Because they don't seem to be willing to talk to me much. Everytime i tried to say something about yaknow, LOVE, they will start shooting out all kinds of comments like: you are UGLY. Nobody wants you. And blahblah. Seriously, it pisses me off. Not that i can't accept the fact that i'm ugly. I'm totally fine with it. I mean, i don't care how i look. If i look ugly, then i just have to find a guy that is willing to accept me for who i am isn't it? They say i'm ugly? Fine. I accept it. But the problem doesn't lies with me, it's with them. They always think they are the best. All the girls want them. All the guys can't be compared with them. That's what really pisses me off.
And this particularguy, let's call him Z*. He thinks he is so handsome that all the girls in the whole wide world will want to fuck with him. I told him once that my fren's boyfriend is more handsome than him and he went, "No. I'm better." Just like that. *SHOCKED* What is he thinking? Did he seriously think that i'm going to agree with him? GOSH. He is such a ASSHOLE. Then today, he went around giving the girls in my class presents, except for me. FINE. I really don't care if he gives me a present or not. BUT it was made so obvious that he didn't want to give me. WHAT THE HELL? Can't he give the presents privately so i wouldn't have to suffer the pain of being single and unwanted today? And during chem lesson, i was supposed to sit with him BUT the first thing he did when he came in was to change place with one other guy sitting of my right. AND I ACTUALLY WANT TO THANK HIM FOR IT. i don't want to sit with him too. OKAY?
LISTEN Z*. SCREW YOU. OKAY? SCREW YOU BIGG TIME. AND I DON'T MEAN I WANT TO SCREW YOU. THAT IS JUST GROSS, TO HAVE A BASTARD/ASSHOLE LIKE YOU HAVING SEX. STOP THINKING YOU ARE THE BEST BECAUSE YOU PISSES ME OFF ALL THE TIME. IF I GET PISSED OFF, THEN WHAT MAKES YOU THINK OTHER GIRLS WOULDN'T FEEL THE SAME WAY TOO? AND DON'T THINK THAT MANY GIRLS LOVE YOU. IF THEY LOVE YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE, YOU WOULD HAVE A GF BY NOW, AND NOT ENJOYING YOUR SINGLETON LIFE. AND IF YOUR PREVIOUS GFS LOVED YOU SO MUCH, WHY DID THEY BREAK UP WITH YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE? SO I THINK BEFORE YOU ATTACK ANYONE WITH YOUR WORDS, PLEASE THINK ABOUT ALL THIS STUFF THAT I SAID. THANKIEW VERY MUCH.
okay. i g2g now. will write back tmr. BBYE.
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Monday, February 13, 2006
I think i made the most daring decision of my life today. Straight after the pathetic chinese remedial, i went for a.. *drumroll*... HAIRCUT!!! gosh. and now my hair looks like a chicken backside, because i wanted to cut SPIKED.
the hairstyle isn't really nice and i think a lot of people will laugh at me tmr. ARGH! and the fucking auntie charged me 10 BUCKS. so expensive sia. and it's not even one of the good salons.
i am going to jel my whole chicken backside hair down tmr. and if that dun workm then i will have no choice but to use the auntie hairband. i HATE THIS. and tmr's Vday. so damn sway sia.
speaking of Vday, i wonder if i will get any presents. not only from guys lar, i'm not that despo okay. bud from my frens and such. I think if someone gimme something right, i will be so happy and filled with 'warmth'. LOLs.
I don't think Vday is quite fair to singles. Sure, couples may finally have the chance to be mushy and stuff but think about it, what about those lonely singles out there? Not that they can't go out with frens or wadever la, bud hanging out with frens just can't be compared with sharing this special day with their loved one. And people are so discriminative *nt sure if it's correct*, if someone tells them that they feel lonely on Vday, instead of comforting them and asking them to go out, they will laugh at them and make comments like, "you don't have boyfriend/girlfriend ma. so ugly of course alone on Vday la!" SO HURTING right?
And if girls buy for guys presents (as a fren), they cannot put in ANY hearts in the present or else it means something else le. and the guys can't put in hearts too because the girls will assume that the guy likes her and then think that he is trying to tell her something. SO troublesome.
i remember my first Vday present to HIM. i don't even think it's a Vday present to him because he didn't noe i like him. It was pretty daring of me at that time. I was only sec1 and he was sec*, and i didn't even talk to him much. But i was walking around TM at that time and i suddenly saw the perfect present for him. it was a testtube with words inside. It cost me 20 bucks okay. Thinking back now, i think i was rather dumb, spending money on someone who will never like me back. But i was 'NAIVE', so i DUMBLY bought the stupid testtube and asked my friend to help me pass to HIM. And it took 2 weeks for my fren to remember to give it to him and she remembered only because i REMINDED her. When she gave him, it was already 3,4 days after Vday. Which the present no longer holds any meaning already larh. DUMBPEOPLE.
And what i got in return? A tube of sweets. But at least i got something back la. Bet he doesn't even know who gave it to him even now. LOLs. but the wrapper brings back so many sweet memories when i used to sit in class thinking of hima and drooling. EWW. GROSS.
and yah. i gotta go now. My dad rushing me to have my dinner and i have piano at 8 plus. sso.... SEEYA.
later,
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Friday, February 03, 2006
i was sick and i AM still sick so i didn't go to school. FINALLY i got my one day of rest. PHEWS. and i was stuck at home the whole day beacuse of the stupid irritating headache that was bugging my head. :( i went to play maple, and met this character called 'gurlz_rawkx' and she added me. she called me YP and i was like "how the heck did she noe my name???". and den i met maisie and she called me to guess who was it. so i GUESSED and i GUESSED. the 'girlz_rawkx' gave me a veryVERY outofthepoint hint. the hint was "i am from dmnchoir altos. i am sec four and i am a girl. my brother is in tenors. also in dmnchoir.". okayyyyyy. so i tried. many times. racking my brains to think of someone in dmnchoir altos and sec 4. so i gave up in the end because i BLOODYHELL cannot guess who is it. and maisie said it. shingchun. OMGAWD. wad is his problem? is he like obsessed with people who are of his opposite gender? and so i was SHOCKED. bud we carried on playing and playing then they went offline so i didn't feel like playing too. had my lunch and surfed the net the whole day. and that was all i did today. :(
today was so BORING. and i have dental ltr at 8pm. even more SIANS. my teeth is gonna hurt tmr. i hate tmr. ARGh. and i finallly worked up my courage to write a testimonial for him. it took me so many hours to decide whether to press the button. "press it. DON'T press it. press it. DON'T press it." partly beacuse i was scared that he had forgotten me already. hahah. i'm such a total retard right? lol. :)
sunday maybe going to take somemore angbaos. my money is simply too little for me right now.
hafanicelife everybodie.
that'saMISS,
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and this is my mapleCHAR. so cute right? (i'm the one in the jadegirlcostume. gimmeKlSS.)
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Thursday, February 02, 2006
i made a new blog today and changed the link le. SO PPL PLS RELINK OKAY? or if eu tink very ma fan den dunnid lor. HEES. edited the blogskin, nice right? the photo so nice also. hah. took me quite long to make the size and things. blahblah.
So how was everybody's CNY? haha. mine ROCKS to the core. i know it's a lil late to put up my post about CNY la bud i was very busy recently so couldn't come online.
i woke up one and a half hour late on the first day of CNY. wad a bad start. then i panicked and rushed to get ready, which took me about one hour plus? it's not long lor. i nid to do so many stuff. i nid to, brush my teeth, wash my face, wear my clothes, put on moisturizer, put on mascara, eyeshadow, eyeliner, lipgloss, blusher, style my hair, making sure not a single strand is out of place, choose my accesories, wear my accesories, choose my bag, pack my bag, and STARE at the mirror to check that i'm okay. sounds complicated? IT IS. so it is perfectly alright to take one hour isn't it? and it's CNY. but according to my mother, she only needs 10 minutes MAX to get ready and that i'm taking far too long. ???? comeon. i feel like telling her it's CNY la. den i went to my dad's side relatives first which is BORING so i shan't talk about it. den i went to my mum's side relatives which is somewhat BETTER. but it was still boring la. and I SHALL TELL YOU SOMETING THAT REALLY IRRITATES ME.
my fourth aunty and her two sons came. she sat beside me and started to call his son into the kitchen. {i was in the kitchen)
FourthAunty: CHOON! CHOON! Come Here!
her son didn't want to so he ignored her.
butden she kept calling and calling. and so her son finally gave up. he came in and immediately his mum said,
FA: prisicllia.
and she pointed at me. WTH. so damn embarassing. idiot sia. in front of my cousin summore. i noe i should be proud that i actually look like my cousin's GF la. so YAH. THANK YOU. bud i DO NOT LIKE TO BE COMPARED TO HER KAE? argh. it's not that she's ugly or wad. bud it is very very very irrtating. like a stupid bloody insect that won't stop buzzing around your ear. and his GF is actually prettier then me. YES. can't believe i said that? lol. she is prettier then me but i tink she is sort of LIAN la. behaves like one leh.
[note: this is my blog. my own personal opinion. so don't critisize. please.]
so, then my other cousin came and den the fun actually started la. cuz she's the only one that i can communicate well with, teehee. aft that, i went to her hse and played majong and er si yi tian. won some money. very lil la. den i went home. and SLEEP. memorable? NO. 
how i looked on the first day.
the second day was BETTER. way BETTER. bud still the irritating continued. i stepped into the house. just one step. one glance at me. and she went.
"CHOON! prisillia come le!"
WAHSEH.i can just PENG there la. first thing leh. first word in the morning is THIS!!!! argh. okay. enough of that. den i played with my newphews. SO CUTE SIA! i love them to bitbitbits. now that they can walk, they r so much cuter. lol. den my another cousin said i very good in fashion. cuz all the clothes i wore are very nice la. and den i also noe how to match the clothes. oh. and my relatives said i was PRETTY. YAY. sorry. i AM pretty. lol. den we went to many other houses, cuz it's kinda like our tradition to go to all the relatives houses for a while la. and then i played majong again. ha. den went to my house for dinner. STEAMBOAT. hahaha. :)
den they left. i watched the movie and i SLEPT. hhaha. memorable? sort of la.
how i looked on the second day. tot it was kinda sweet la. PLS ignore the fat leg in the photo. i am fat. i'm sorry bout it. *grins*
the third day was really nothing la. bud i couldn't go out with jaycie they all cuz my MOTHER said she wanted to watch movie with me. so i went to watch movie with my relatives. and THE IRRITAION was still there!!! and now add on two more insects. my cousin's aunty and mu cousin's brother, whom is also my cousin la. i walked over to them and then they started saying, look like priscillia thism priscillia tbat. say that the way i dressed look like her, the way i talked, and even the way I WALK! WTH. so i shall avoid doing anything in front of the... EW. and den my mother tell me that, the first time my cousin invited his GF over for dinner, when his GF, priscillia walked in for the FIRST TIME, his aunty was like, "huh? ahchoon dating pingping ar???" SHIT sia. puiiww. so we watched i not stupidd too. which i promised jaycie to watch with her again becuase i pangseh her. the movei so touching. and then so many shuaiges TOO. ARHHHH. aahah. even when they cry, they r so shuai. haha. cannt hlp it ba. i was practically drooling. teehee. aft that, i went home, packed bag, ironed my school U and slept. memorable. not really but better then the first one.
so wad rocked CNY?
the truth?
the CLOTHES. and the tyme i spent preparing myself. that rocked my socks.
hees.
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